"it is an interesting feeling when you realize you are no longer friends with someone and you have no idea why..."
I stopped and thought - I KNOW! Finally, someone felt the same way I felt and could relate to what I am going through! I have three girlfriends that I used to be very close to that no longer talk to me... and I couldn't tell you why. I don't understand how you can go from being someone's friend to not having a relationship at all. I'll be the first person to apologize for anything I do wrong, but I can't apologize when I have no idea what I did.
My heart hurts for these lost relationships. I am so happy in my life right now and I wish they were apart of that life. But I guess everything happens for a reason. I'm happy with myself and the decisions I have made in my life. If someone doesn't want to be my friend because of who I am then that's their loss. Even though its an "interesting feeling" when you lose a friend without reason, at the end of the day you have to appreciate what you have and be thankful for those you do have in your life : ) Those are the relationships and people that matter.