My father is quite ill; it hit rather suddenly and my family is trying to deal with it the best way we can. The doctors don't know exactly what is going on; he's been treated for several conditions but keeps getting worse. He is now admitted to the hospital where he can have round the clock care and monitoring. We're hopeful they find out what is going on as soon as possible and start treatment so hopefully he can recover.
I booked an emergency flight home to be with my family during this very sad time. It's been unbearable being away from them and getting phone calls every night with updates on my father's worsening condition. I'm looking forward to hugging my sister and mom and feeding off their strength, but to be honest, I'm scared to see my father. I know I need to be strong for his sake, but I don't think I'm prepared to see him in his current state. Will he know who I am? Will he be able to hug me when I hug him? Will he ever go back to being the "daddio-joe" I grew up with?
There's a saying - "God never gives you more than He thinks you can handle." And my mom says, "always have trust and faith in God's plan." It's these two sayings that have pulled me through the last couple of weeks. I'm not sure why this has happened to my dad or my family, but I know I'm saying all the prayers I can to the one person who does know why. Please keep my dad and my family in your prayers. I'm hoping God's plan is to allow us more time with my dad and for my dad to have a full recovery.
Love you daddio <3
Oh daddy... always giving us something to smile at : )